So I know social media was taking off before my mission, but I had no idea how big it got until the past few months. Everyone was saying "tweet this" or "tweet that." I finally asked someone, "what is a tweet?" I soon learned about Twitter. Fortunately, I had joined facebook as a freshman, and already was ''in the know" on that.
Well, now I am going to start this blogging thing. It is fun to look at other friend's blogs and I thought it would be a fun way to express my creativity when it comes. I suppose I should decide my overall tone and what I will put in this blog, but one step at a time, right?
So here goes....
I feel like I am between a lot of different worlds right now:
college student- adult
taken- single woman
superficial and fake- sincere and meaningful
school- career world
I can't decide where I am exactly, or what I want. The thing is I could finish up fast and graduate. A part of me wants to be done with college life, which sometimes can be caddy and superficial. But another part of me is not ready for a career- for "the real world." Also who wants to job hunt in an economy like this one?...... So I think I will just take my time.
Another point of confusion- boys. A part of me is terrified of getting married. A larger part of me wants the depth and closeness that a serious relationship brings. But I am so over superficial dating and the "game" that everyone must play at the beginning of relationships. Yeah that is fun at first, but I just want companionship now, without having to jump through all the hoops.
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